Internet Video Gurus

hey im 15 years old and im really inetrested in testing different make-ups.
anyways im great at doing it on myself just no others.
so i was a huge fan of Blair Fowler (juicystar07) youtube make-up guru and theres alot of rumours and proof of her being mean,spoilt,bitchy,filthy rich,lying,manipulative,2 faced and wild.
i always thought she was sweet and innocent and not the bad girl everyone is now saying she is.so is blair fowler (juicystar07) make-up guru FAKE? i dont know but im still gonna watch her videos

now i was thinking when i get my new camera if i should start makeup videos
im NOT fake infact i cant stand FAKE people.im a total girlie girl.i live in a city.im NOT rich but im NOT poor. i am greatful for everything i get and i LOVE my family more than anything.everyone says im SPOILT which i admit i am spoilt but not in a bad way i thank god for every little thing i get.

i have had really hard times in my life but i dont wanna think about the bad i like to focus on all the good times ive had.im just worried about making youtube videos and people not liking me the way they did with blair only i WONT be Fake ..

im scared of stalkers finding out where i am and people who know me watching videos and my school being bitchy about it.

anyways im thinking its a bad idea but id love to do them.blair was a huge role model to me make-up wise ..then i think is she fake? and hear alot of those rumours and believe many of them are true.so now i wanna still watch her videos and still like her .. but can we trust her!? i dont think so anymore.

so i was thinking youtube need a new young teenager normal girl.
blair has changed and i dont wanna replace her because i am NOT her ..i am me and i am NOT like her in any way – personality wise.

so .. i think id be great with videos im a people person and would love to do them.im not saying we should dilike balir.
im gonna continue watching her videos because for all i know those rumours could be false.
but should i make some?
would anyone be interested in watching videos from a normal 15 yr old girl
who btw isnt american so i wont be surrounded by BIG hollywood agent deals or get to travel to fashion weeks :L

im totally down to earth.
but if youtube beauty videos are not safe..could make me in danger..could make me get bad mouthed all over the internet.could cause people that know me to hurt my feelings or turn me into something else or anything then maybe its not a good idea and i wont do them and then theres the possibility of getting NO subscribers and it wouldnt be fun if no one watched them so..

let me know what you think

ly ..

<3
i just wanna say if you dont like what i have to say please dont waste your time commenting.not only do i not want to ehar you say something mean to me but your also blocking up spaces for people who have something interesting to say so .. yeah whatever :Z.im not mean in any way but im not gonna pretend to be innocent.if people are mean to me i have a problem with it and i will get mad and say how i feel.so please note: i am NOT interested in mean comments it pisses me off!
i also would like to say i NEVER said i wanted to be BLAIR FOWLER.i never said i DIS-LIKED her shes actually one of the role models i have until all these selfish rumours came out.which i dont wanna believe but i dont want to go the way blair did if the rumours are true if i do youtube videos.POINT.

There are many teenage girls on YouTube that are the same age as you (gbonita3795). It doesn’t hurt to have new users! Why do you drag on the rumors about this juicystar07? She’s not you! Who cares if she is a spoiled girl in real life? If you enjoy her videos, WATCH THEM. Just because you’re a normal girl with spunk doesn’t mean you’ll have as many viewers or subscribes as some of the bigger gurus. They took their time and energy to do so, such as michellephan. In my opinion, I wouldn’t watch your videos (I’m not into those kinds of things), but I know some people who would. You don’t need to be American, either, to be invited to fashion shows or get deals. You need to put yourself out there and get yourself known in a professional manner. Michellephan, for instance, is working with Lancome; this is all because of her channel on YouTube! To me, you sound a little fake (with all of the stressing that you LOVE your family, are NOT fake, are not SPOILED, etc.)

Another fact: there’s always going to be people who want to be mean on YouTube. Deal with it. There’s always going to be risks and dangers out there which you’ll have to learn to take. I don’t mean to be harsh, but you sound like a lot of other girls already out there on YouTube;you should still try though. Best of luck.